12. a really hard desicion to make

O_O what's my decision???

1. architecture



OR

2. land surveyor




people like me >> =__= do not interested in calculating
but when think it twice, i might learn to love calculate numbers
i was offered to continue study at UTM (it's a good thing)
but then the course offered was land surveyor
(which is not the course that I have expected)
in fact I'm not good in math or calculating
plus i loves drawing, creating and designing,
that's why i would love to learn architecture
(every time i look at those rough drawing of buildings,
i become so excited, I'm really interested with it):D

too bad dad courage me to go on with the land surveyor course D:
he told me that it was difficult to get this course
it's a golden opportunity and your lucky to get it (alhamdulillah)
he explains it thoroughly, yet my brain still thinking about my plan,
which is to learn land surveyor for 1 semester and the next semester I'll change the course to architecture.
my heart keep saying that it would be intriguing to learn drawing and calculating the size and structure of a building.
my mouth twitch a little upward (smile / senyum kambeng) when i imagine the blue prints of a building.
subhanallah, seronoknye!!! ngeee~~ XD

then my dad mention about our neighbor's daughter who became an architect,
she was a jobless person after she finished her study for months, (4 months i guess)
she didn't get any suitable job in Malaysia,
now she's working at Saudi Arabia,
there's a company need her skill and offered her a high amount of salary..

what he was trying to say ..it's hard to be get job as an architect in Malaysia because there will be so many competition from other people to get that job.. i mean there a lot of university offers architect course, so it wasn't so shocked there a lot of architect in Malaysia

but as land surveyor, my dad told me laa..only in UTM offer this course
so the opportunity to get job was higher.. plus,
by getting diploma in land surveyor, many people want me to work with them..

=__= but...i really really want to learn architecture..hurm..
betul2 minat arkitek ni..land surveyor ape.. g ukur2..
blaja tenguk bulan..kira algebra.. g utan ukur2..
hurmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

kene pikir masak2 ni

11. Maher Zain - For the rest of my life

i love this song ^__^

10. dd oooh dd

dup dap dup dap



1st time tenguk.. i cry sbb taa dpt UIA, my 1st choice T_T
2nd time tenguk.. i senyum sbb dpt UTM, my 2nd choice ^_^

ramai kepelikan y i want 2 study at uia so much (especially my family) =__='' well probably because dd nak dekati budaya islam tu.. i mean, look at those people, malam2 dengar ceramah agama.. pastu jalan2 pakai jubah.. bergaul dengan orang2 warga asing bercakap psl islam.. dakwah dalam english and arab.. tak ke suasana yang amat perfect tu?? O_O

tapi yelah salah dd..it's my fault for not geting 10 A's =__=
i know i can do it but still, i dont c my tujuan when i'm from 4 n 5..
start ske mmbce mse hbes spm..apsal mse zmn skola pmls sgt na mmbce?
+__+ soklan yg x dpt d jwb..haha

dilemma dd:

1.dulu ye ye o na blaja bhse jepun.. siap buat lirik lagu bhse jepun lg..ade kamus jepun lg..myb sbb dulu pengaruh anime byk sgt..skunk na blaja bhse arab lak..tapi buat mse ni xde sape na aja dd lg..na msuk kelas arb mak cm x bg je..die kate bazir duit blaja bhse arb, bkn msuk uia pun.. +__+ so difficult 2 make her understand..arab 2 enn bhse syurga..kte blaja btujuan mdekati islam..nmpk nye kene struggle sendiri..blaja dr enternet ke ape ke..jelous oo org len leh phm arab Y__Y

2. dlu ske giler wat komik jepun..banyak giler komik kat umah ni..ta buang2..until one day dd dpt tau melukis mahkluk hidup 2 haram T__T.. terus ta lukis ape2..katun pun x berani..apetah lg potret manusia..dd bce a blog fiqh n sunnah.. kat sane ade orang tanye kalau lukis katun haram jugak ke? ustaz tu tulis >> wallahualam .. =_='' walaubagaimna pun dd tetap tkot naa melukis. alangkah bagusnye kalau dd dpt tahu ni awal2..dd da byk giler lukisan sayang na buang..collection dah..rusing la..na buang ke tak potret n komik dd buat ni..berbaloi ke buang lukisan yg penuh nan kenangan ni?

3. 2 bulan br leh msuk utm, hurm, dlm 2 bln ni wat ape ehh?? blaja pape je aw mlalui internet +__+ bukan leh masuk mane2 kem pun.. kem ISK rasenye xde lg..kem english dah g..tusyen bhse arb cam bazirkn duet mk je...haha..

4. na tau x..ade ribbon merah gantung kat gate umah dd and rumah jiran2 yang lain..maybe tangkal tanda kematian jiran sebelah kiri dd meninggal dunia. jiran dd 2 cina, nenek die meninggal, tadi tenguk kat lua pasang kemah dah..abah ckp mybe malam2 nanti die mainkan musik cina kuat..ta tau aa btol ke tak.. kite tenguk a mcm ne nanti. =__=''

hehe..rasenye tu je lah kot tok hr ni yg wat dd tertanya2 n na share nan smue.. ^_^ buh bye..assalamualaikum